Tuesday, March 22, 2005 idiot! im falling apart too.
come back.
ive been having this feeling telling me not to go hongkong but thn i alrdy booked tickets. thn now grace isnt going and suddenly im more scared then ever. but thn maybe its because i never travel alone before. i dont know, im still going either way.
got this stupid thought : if i die thn maybe ken will learn to treasure me. yes after im gone. its retarded right? shoot me.
one more chance to work it out. im just holding on to something i love and believe. he still loves me. i know it in my heart. i just know it.
il just try to be a happy idiot :)
-praying
heard this song in the car this afternoon. its so nicee and i absolutely love the singer. his voice is so sexy! hahaha :)
> take me as i am
put your hand in mine
now and forever
darling here i stand
stand before you now
deep inside i alwayas knew
it was you, you and me
two hearts drawn together
bound by destiny
it was you, and you for me
every road leads to your door
every step i take forevermore
just say you'll love me for the rest of your life
ive got a lot of love and i don't want to let go
will you still love me for the rest of my life?
cause i can't go on, no i can't go on
i can't go one if im on my own
take me as i am
put your heart in mine
stay with me forever
cause i am just a man
i never understood
i never had a thing to prove
there was you, you and me
then it all came clear so suddenly
how close to you that i want to be
do you believe a love could run so strong?
do you believe a love could pass you by?
there was no special one for me
i was the lonely one you see
but then my heart lost all control
now you're all that i know
just say you'll love me for the rest of your life
ive got a lot of love and i don't want to let go
will you still love me for the rest of my life?
cause i can't go on, no i can't go on
i can't go on if im on my own
i can't go on, no i can't go on
just say you love me
stay around
never be alone.
will you still love me?
chicago
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